things i hate a lot
speeling er spelling errors
and losing track of friends and saying goodbye

sometimes you are asked to do things that go against what you would rather do. tonight i was asked to do this not once but twice, once was something i could handle albeit begrudgingly. twice however was a bit much, and i feel annoyed for being asked at all, but also i feel annoyed with myself as it goes against my character. sure its not a huge ( Read more... )

i wish i was still using my old journal layout, on it i had a shit list.....and right now i deserve to be on it for being a fuck up.....

***NOTE::any comments on this givin me shit about goin to the doc will be deleted, i know this already yet its kinda complicated and i dont wanna go into it, so leave it be please ( Read more... )

i always wish i could put all my thoughts into a nice little journal entry but i really dont know what to put down right now....so here it is in tiny fragments ( Read more... )

well brittany is almost home and im goin to go with to get her at the airport, in a car thats downright dangerous, i hope i dont die....i met a girl, shes pretty and sweet and we got a ton in common, nothin really happened but we kissed a little it was nice.....everyone else however is heartbroken, its like national heartbreak week it blows..... ( Read more... )

i hate when i get like this, i feel a gaping hole in me. its not a hole full of hurt, its just a hole that needs to be filled by someone. who knows who it will be, but i hope i find her or she finds me soon. bein alone sucks.....

valerie where were you today? we were supposed to go to that free show but no call. oh well no worries ill see ya next week. im in a piss poor mood and feelin down and why? i dont have a clue in the world. it just seems like no one is reaching out to actually care at all. and even though i know theres one who really really really cares and ( Read more... )

i wish i had someone. someone who i could talk to all night and never worry about kissing. someone who all i would have to do for her to feel how much i loved her would be to hold her hand through good times and bads. not that i wouldnt shower her with love and kisses. it would just be nice to really have a girl i could relate to. if that ( Read more... )

i dont know whats wrong with me. things just arent working at all and try as i might they never start to work. im hoping that a change can happen with my dad comin home for good in basically a week and then my birthday right after that. a new age and with a whole family again maybe ill return to bein the happy kid i was as a young child and the ( Read more... )